Love me

I tried to run from the heartaches and there lust.
The pain and the adrenaline striking my heart like a sharp knife.
fueling up on the pain with anger and distrust.
what is it am i doomed in this life?

do i fall to hard to quick?
am i to blame for all the mistakes?
why am i always a side chick?
im lovable then why is it just sex?

what to do when love is giving up on you as much as you given up on love.
what to do when you don't know where to start and can't trust in the words that flows.
when am i too see my one and only truelove.
wake me up when my face and life full of glows.

wake me when life is full of hope.
hold my hand and make sure your fully devoted.
dont run when i'm not able to cope.
just understand things aren't always crowded.

even when i'm loveable confused and sprouting.
i'll be waiting patiently for my heart to grow and be carefree.
with all the rollercoaster zone and kitty rides i am still confiding.
know im hoping someone out there who will love me!