I tricked myself to fall in love

I used to think about you
someone I can't hope to pursue
my maiden, princess, and goddess
a supernova, beautiful beyond measure
more than any priceless treasure

your happiness is mine
Two fates that should entwine
but it wasn't meant to be
so I just can't help but ask
'do I really love you?'

or maybe

I simply tricked myself
to
fall
in
love.