A though crossed my mind tonight
A thought that would usually bring tears to my eyes
For a moment I thought my love was all a lie
But then I remembered you had brought me to life
all of a sudden from that very first day the sun finally turned my way
The thought today that I'm forcing myself to say is that even though the sun doesn't fade and my love for you will never change I'm making a decision that unfortunately cant be paid away
We've been there for each other for forever and day, never knowing there would be this day
Too many things have gotten in our way, I'm sorry but it has to be this way... You say I've been good for you, and that sometimes i may be your strength, but I've cause more damage than i could ever replace. You don't see it now, but life will be better for you somehow.. I guarantee everyday wont be so demanding on you.. We've broken the rules one to many times, and until its all right... We cant fight this...So don't be scared about this, its under control.. I've got a handle on it. I'll love you until my dying die. But you'll be better this way, with me your gonna fall to the ground. I'll be back somehow..
So when this thought passed my mind, i blew it away as fast as it came.. If its truth that it speaks then sadly this will have to happen... my speech will be made, hopefully it's just a thought that can be dreamt away
