Kasie, this is absolutely stunning but so sad and definitely relatable to me as I lost a child because of abuse and though I wasn't ready for children nor wanted them at the time and it wasn't by choice that I got pregnant it still hurt to lose my boy.
I love how you make this into a teardrop, well done.
Em

Sorry for your loss, thinking of you

Like a real tear, this is full of deep emotion that runs like a river; a tidal wave of grief within in one drop.

The best poems are often bore from real experience. I hope writing this helped.

Take care.