I've felt a pain, a pain that goes deeper than broken heart.
A pain that puts my past and future into this present thought. I've felt a pain that no man deserves nor any other lifeform.
This pain helped a boy find the man within, yet never ceased to remind the man of the boy he once was.
Rare to unconscious souls, for it is deadly.
Never did I think of its origins and throughout my life, time I wasted pointing fingers.
Blaming others and myself at times, feeding this ego that fools a man's treasure which is the heart.
What is holding me back?, Who am I?, Why am I here? The questions that unlocked my thinking.
I blamed it all but this pain, blamed them all but this pain.
It collects all that makes me and creates an enemy, shows me nothing but hatred.
The four letter words in life, Feel, Love, Live and Life itself are indeed some of the hardest to explain.
We all love life yet fail to live it.
I learnt from this pain, that a thought is pain and when one considers their miss understood past as a result, pain is a choice between regret and acceptance.
How one thinks is how two will feel, for you're not in joy and I bleed too.
I met my soul through this pain, awakened from a moment of sleep walking, found a voice in a moment of silence and enlightened from a now distant darkness.
This world is living in this pain as we speak, and courage to change lies in their own Creations.
Information that is, the foundation of all knowledge which creates the thinking of every man.
Are we creating to believe or to discover more, if one believes in their own Creations, one can never let go to move forward.
The gods who are Creations of our ancestors tongue, have held our opinions expressed in every day thinking.
This pain proves that a lonely mind can create a new belief that brings a comfort zone for a peace of mind.
Love is this pain's true healer, it can and will bring souls together. It helps one remember home, accept all as one.
It unlocks our future's success, delivered peace at your earliest rising, and leaves wisdom to lighten up our darkest hour.
I have felt a pain that made me cry, cause damn it man hurts.
I smile now for I see my lessons that of which I once called mistakes, Stupid was I to assume and regret and angry was I in confusion.
But I realised one thing.
It is just a way of thinking.ÂÂ
I miss you, the human we once were. One born to believe in others, one born to say and hear those three words.
I Love You.
I believe in you and I wait for you to mature your thoughts like a fine wine for ever aging.
