Hurting

I remember the first time I met you.
I didn\'t know exactly what to do.

Then you asked me on our first date.
I was surprised it was great.

Then I remember our first fight.
You pushed me out of your sight.

The next day was the best.
Because we made up and put it to rest.

But those days now seem to be so gray and hazy.
All i can think of is how you make me want to go crazy.

You never let me know that anything was wrong.
I haven\'t hurt like this in so long.

So it hit hard when you told me the news.
I cant help but feel so confused.

Now all I can see is the look of your cold eyes.
And how many times I actually believed those lies.

So for now I will go and not look back.
For I will always know just what I lack.