I sat in the car and held the picture of you my hands
This is the first time I dared to hold you from after my sixteenth
All of my soul and body had been immersing in grief and dizzy
I lost you, we lost you. This pain is too deeply!
I'm staying on my knees, praying, crying in sadness and empty.
Grandma, I was not as filial grandchild and has always refused the chances to be on your side
I was always self justified and waited for "tomorrows" to can back to my countryside,
...to be a better me, to be your grandchild, to do right.
That "Tomorrow" had came suddenly...
but it was too late.
I lost you!
And the first time I could embrace you is only today.
