Ren,

As powerful as this piece is and as well written as it is, it is a dreadfully sad poem to read and - if literal - I am very sorry.
I, too, have days where it seems easier to simply give up, but I've turned the corner enough times to know that things do get better eventually. Just keep your chin and up and keep on!

All the very best as ever,

Ben

This is that confusion that helplessness where hope just
goes and one always think there is no way out. Its like the whole
world is correct and got it all while we are falling apart and even
discussing about this can never bring relieve...but you know
the best place to start is with yourself...add positive thoughts
into you...hope you are okay, take care