It's coming up for six years since you left me
And not a day goes by when I don't think of you,
All the good memories come flooding back
But also the bad ones
Watching you die like that broke my heart
You where still my strong beautiful mum but you had become so weak
Your beautiful blue eyes looking at me
Knowing I couldn't help you only be there for you
Seeing you wilt like a flower
Trying to be the strong one for you
You always held my hand so tight
I knew there would be a time where you would have to let go
Move on to your next journey
I didn't want you to leave me
You where are my best friend
My rock
My confidant
My world
We had already lost so much with dad dieing only a year before
Losing you would break me into two
No matter how much I tried to be strong and hold it together
I'm like that jig saw piece you lose
I'm whole but a peace of me will always be missing
Until I'm reunited with you
I smile I laugh but I'm always thinking of you and dad
I feel guilty I get to laugh smile smell the fresh grass after it been cut or the fresh air
after it's been muggy and the rain comes and clears it away
But when the rainbow comes after that rain I know it's you smiling down on me
saying everything will be ok keep going
And I will for you
For you where my mum
You where and always be my best friend.
