You said you'd always be there

There once was a time that I understood all the pain in my heart.

I would embrace it, allow it to tear me apart.

But, Now I feel it, suffocating me.

I feel it as it makes me bleed.

There once was a time I could call on you for everything in the world.

But, lately I feel lost, poor little girl.

The world has become colder, you are no longer around.

So, let me just push up my crown.

I was born for this, this hell I am living in.

The sadness, darkness, loneliness, In my heart it blends.