Maybe he's right

I can't help but wonder...
What if he's right?
What if this really is over;
If no matter how much I don't want to,
I should let him go?
Haven't I done enough harm...
Even though I never meant to?
I know I'm not the girl he fell in love with,
I somehow lost track of her
In the despair of a sorrowful life that I never wanted.
Over the past two months I've found myself
Getting closer and closer to her;
To the girl he fell in love with.
And the more time I spent with him the more in touch I felt with my old self.
I never had to put on a face with him;
He not only accepted,
But loved me for who I was
Flaws and all.
I can't imagine a life without him,
But this is it.
This is life without him;
And it hurts.
I want to wait for him.
Goodbye has never hurt so much...
My whole future sits ahead of me,
Lying in wait for me to do what I've always wanted.
I'm always going to love him;
But what if staying,
What if waiting for him does him more harm than good?
Maybe he's right..
I think as I choke back a sob;
Maybe I should let him go..
but I'm always going to love him.