I Feel...

by Nicholas Kerst   Jul 9, 2004


I feel as if...
I have no more faith to believe in
No more hope to turn to
And no more friends to help me
when I go wrong

I feel as if...
The floor has collapsed
And I'm falling
Into a bottomless pit
Of my own hatred and anger

I feel as if...
There is no one left
And I am left alone
Left to take on the world...
And fail

I feel as if...
The light has gone away
And only darkness is left
To take over my mind
And leave nothing more...then the thought of loneliness

I feel as if...
The cup is no longer half empty
But...completely empty
And that it can no longer
Be refilled

I feel as if...
No longer will anyone be there for me
No longer can anything help
No longer can I be saved
From that thought that is slowly taking over my mind

I feel as if...
My mind has no will to fight back
At this horrible thought
And this thought...
Will be my undoing

I feel as if...
The insanity has already come
I have had a long life
I have no reason not to die
I guess this is goodbye...

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