The truth

Why don't you love me?
Why do you deny me?
Why do you lie to me?
Why do you hide the truth from me?
cause I know there was never any feelings
Your thoughts you kept concealing
Why didn't you think first
About how my heart would burst
cause my felicity is what your stealing
And I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to embark on some sort of healing
Its just to bad I had so much feelings.

My heart is cursed
For I fell in love with a lie always being coerced
Excluding me from your heart that to everyone else you had dispersed
So I was able to feel pain at its worst
All because I'm abandoned and my heart is cursed.

I loved you way to much
Why can't I forget the feel of your touch?
Your voice is always in my head
I can only pretend the feelings is there waiting to be read
So that way my heart will be the only thing that has bled
Why couldn't you tell me the truth and have fled?
Instead stayed to wed our lie in golden thread
You made me believe that these dreams would be fed
When you waited for the best time to say what I dread.

The questions fill my head
I can't believe someone could go so far
Only to leave me a permanent scar
Maybe I was never good enough
Your heart may be able to be sloughed
But with me it can only be a buff
So I'm sorry it ended this way
I'd rather us last another day
But you'd rather cast me away
Don't leave me to pray in dismay
I'd rather you stay to make my life an array before my last day
Even though this is all one big display
Let me know the truth without any delay.

--The love was only half...
What is hiding can be revealed
But what is denied is a lie
So why didn't you tell me the truth
and there never would have been this pain
and on my heart you left your grotesque stain
You could've saved me the harshness of a healing heart
But its to late you already tore it apart.