Loss of Feeling

Not sure of what I hate anymore
Or if I even hate at all
Can't be the person that I was
Too broken from the fall

Not sure if I can speak as I did
The roar is quieted in me
Not sure if I care anymore
Whether you are blind or you see

So uneasy in your presence now
Where I used to feel so warm
Much easier to be alone these nights
Cold but sheltered from the storm

A haze has set itself on everything
Nothing feels lucid, nothing real
In between these stabs of pain
I wish I could remember how to feel