Was any of it real,
Any of it at all??
Or were you just finishing with what we had first started years ago;
Making it a game and so the first to fall
was the one to lose?
Is it fun to have such power over me that I'll do anything,
Whatever you say or want just to make you happy because if you're happy
Then I'm happy too right?
And if you don't get your way you get upset,
And then comes the guilt trip with "I'm not good enough" and then
I try all over again;
Reassuring you that there is hope.
Is this your idea of a game?
Games were supposed to be for the two of us who didn't want anything serious,
But then feelings got in the way.
Or was it just me who fell in love;
And you who pretended to play along with it?
Mind games are dangerous,
And you've played your cards pretty well I'd say.
Looking back;
You never cared about my safety..
Everything was always about yours.
And that begs the question
Was any of it real;
Was there even any hope for us to begin with?
You tell me.
