I actually had a fun time the other night,
sorry it took so long to write about this but I haven't been happy in such a long time,
I forgot what it felt like to be happy,
That's sad ain't it,
This particular night was filled with magic, spirits, and cleansing,
Along with one of my best friends we experienced a life changing event,
our souls were shared and energy given back to the mother (as they called it)
We were in for mind blowing night,
I remember wishing for my home to smell like this place,
An intoxicating aroma of incense filled the air along with the heat from the number of spirits in the next room,
HARE KRISHNA HARE RAMA echoed through the halls,
as we opened the door,
My heart slowly filled from the love that radiated from everyone's smile,
Clapping and rejoicing as they danced and jumped in a circle chanting to the gods,
I even had a man help me mediate in order to help me move past my relationship,
it cost twenty dollars though,
I met so many talented people,
A musician, an artist, and I swear I saw my future wife singing too,
Good vibes and love seemed endless,
my smile finally returned,
My anger inside me was gone (at least for the moment)
I didn't feel depressed and worthless,
I felt cleansed from all my past mistakes,
this feeling is familiar but was once lost,
We ended in a group meditation with the sound of flutes, whispers, and light drumming,
to get us through the journey,
There was so much free love there it brought tears to my eyes,
so many hugs from complete strangers but we all felt like family,
I finally got a taste of what it was like to be happy.
