So tell me this
am I really missed
because it seems like we don't exist
tell me this
was I a bliss
because from all your friends shit
it seems like you won't look through the mist
so tell me this
why they are pissed
because all they do is hiss
that your love is my only wish
I'm tired of the pain
its always the same
with me receiving all the blame
it drives me insane
lighting inner hating flames
that loathes this town's name
(repeat 1st 3 pars)
there will be a day
when i will say
that with you I'll never stay
my world then will be black
I'll be leaving without turning back
because the memories won't be forgotten in a peaceful nap
(repeat 1st 3 pars)
You were my world's sun
my only true one
ever since we begun
the one who brought my world's warm light
with love always in my sight
now you should understand
the words i said was not a scam
i was damned
because of who i am
(repeat 1st 3 pars)
your friends were mean
they broke my dream
and sent it screaming
down the stream
the fights weren't clean
i could've seen
that the fault wasn't in me
where shall i hide
with the feelings still locked inside
over how you have lied
you didn't know
how you were killing me slow
thinking that we were meant to be
with me always on my knee
begging you to see
the love in my heart
that your smile had giving its start
you were my star
just to far
out beyond my reach
so afar
that it didn't matter
the way we would shatter
we were supposed to last
and never become a thing of the past
but we just sank so fast
right back down to earth
(repeat 1st 3 pars)
you had my heart
you had my soul
you had my mind
you had my touch
you had my kiss
you gave me my tears
you gave me my fears
you gave me my desire
and the heart's loving fire
before you toke your toll
as darkness waited to engulf my heart as a whole
(repeat 1st 3 pars)
we were flushed out
talked down the drain
letting life become the rain
and the drops were the pain
almost as if it was a test to see if we could keep sane
instead we greeted our end
destroying our perfect blend
with the words you never meant
and a welcoming bell
showing me my hell
repeating over and over the mistakes and how we fell
