I didn't know I was starving...

I am my future, I am my past
I am haunted but also blessed
I didn't know I was starving until I tasted you
I didn't remember that hunger following through
My heart needs a little time to adjust
As I sit with a hurricane of emotions feeling ready to bust
Though storms bring the pushes & pulls
I sit telling stories to these walls
Let the rain fall down
I will swim, not drown
A little broken, a little new
Here comes the impact, I hold the glue
Walking the darkened street in the rain
As I see the puddles reflect my pain
I didn't know I was starving until I met you
Watching as the stars & planets align
Feeling like leaving the whole world behind
In this moment I feel both fear & pain
Because somethings suddenly started & I'm like a moth into the flame...