I have made so many mistakes
I have done so much wrong
I have hurt alot of people
I have been hurt myself
I have made bad choice that i wish i never did
I have tryed many attempts of taking my life
I have tryed pushing people away
I have tryed just giving up
I have tryed not caring what happens to me and let a older man control my mind
I have lost control
I have lost myself in every mistake
I have tryed to blame it on others but i know it was always myself
I have wonder why im here
I have wonder why everthing is how it is
I have no idea why
'I have' done many of these things too but the trick is to own up and at least be brave enough to acknowledge our mistakes. You certainly do here in an open and honest write.