Sorry mother,
I have to disappoint you,
but allow me to forego the pain
and re-relish on the joy, love and happiness.
Accept my gratitude for my birth and care
even when I less cared
For the hardship and sorrows I kept you through and this I swear
to smile upon your face when i'm gone.
Hold your heart strong,
for they loss shall not be yours,
but mine,
having to leave early.
Cry not for me,
for the nature shall keep me company.
Live your life with knowledge of me at peace and so shall you find yours.
Mine life should not by request be celebrated
for nothing but pain shall be taken.
You will learn of this and that
know that I loved you,
even without words
I truly miss you.
We were never good friends,
but that I can't change
hoped with age,
I will break free of this cage
and before I close this page
know you are my birth friend.