Its so funny how the silence still scares me
Its been years
But it still scares me so much to be alone
For the last couple of moths it was diffrent
I had a friend that would talk to me every day.
It was something i never had but wish i did
I was so happy i forgot about the loneliness i had felt evey day for year.
But today i did not talk.to my freind
Its scarring me
The silence and the loneliness has all came back with a punch
The silence screams at me saying i did something wrong
It yells at me you are a waste of time and they hate you
The silence scares me it is my enemy
