X V I I

could never
kick a ball

could never
use a hammer

could never
grasp numbers

could never
hold a note

could never
make money

could never
leave drugs

could never
stop watching porn

could never
stick to one woman

could never
finish the bible

could never
stop lying

could never
put down the mask

could never
stop talking to the dark

could never
socialize

could never
get acknowledged

but give me

a pen and

some paper

and i will

give you

a bomb

i will

die with

arthritic hands

from making

giant

bombs

with only

pen and

paper