Don't you ever change

I'm terrible at hiding how I feel.
Whether I'm swallowing
back my own tears or trying to hide my love for you,
My heart is always on my sleeve.
And you, starboy
Always have a way of seeing right through my bullshit whether it's trying to make
Myself believe that I was actually
Happy with the person I spent the last three years with,
Or trying to convince you that I'm not falling in love with you.
Somehow, someway;
You always know what I'm thinking and feeling and the best part is that instead of that fact scaring me,
I'm actually so glad that you can do that.
There is no place safer in the world to me than in your arms,
And if I had to choose between living for you or dying for myself;
I'd choose you every time because you help make life worth living.
Even if you aren't around forever
You will never hear me say that you don't mean a damn thing because
You mean a whole lot more
than a whole lot.
Don't you ever change starboy.
You're the kind of person this world needs in order to be different.
And by god,
I hope that I can be there the entire time
to stand by your side and
Help you with that.