Welcome to the site, Linnie! Love how you beautifully presented your running emotions. It being so unstable as to be parking and in another minute, it will run fast and then it comes to a pause! Clever reference! Love how it ended with a question as this supports the confused emotions you have. Great write!

Linnie, welcome! I liked this a lot, I liked how you worded everything and I felt you really pulled it all together beautifully. Well done-