Hands shaking
Stomach burning with acid
Thoughts racing thousands of miles
My eyes continue to water
Words of deceit i hear
I brush off with his smile
Forever i ask
Forever and a day he replies
Never she says
Jumbled thoughts and broken images
The beginnings i tuck under my skin
Promises made meant to be unbroken
I leaped through feelings
He took one step at a time
Cautious of dangers lurking around
I began with enormous fear
He eased with soul touching words
The ride got sharp and steep
Steps back he took with his power over me
I started bruising myself with shattered pieces of doubt
Despair restricts my breathing
His voice is fading softly
His words aren't assuring anymore
Paralyzing thoughts crave in my veins
Rushing through my blood toxically
I stand before myself each night
asking all that could be questioned
I bow and silently pray for peace
Pleading for the anguish to stop
I ask to escape with all my fibers
Prisons created in my mind
