Missing you Today

Lately the warm sun has been reminding me of you
even though our end was the color blue
Missing your smile and your cheer
Why havent i seen you in over a year
You live your life day to day
moving on without anything to say

I am missing you more and more each day
even though we have gone our seperate ways
She has your heart now and there is nothing i can do
But sit write these words and feel so blue

Time to time i creep your pages
just to see if anything changes
She put a ring on your finger
I guess she is no longer just a stranger

As the days go by each live our own lives
While my heart struggles to put you in it's archives

Wanting to reach out to you but I know its a hailmary
Just want to know youre alright and cheery
Even if as only friends
I hope one day this bond we can restore
I only hope when I come knocking you open the door