standing here
completely numb
unable to move
not sure what to feel or think right now
my gut told me
something was going on
and what's crazy is that
my heart wouldn't even trust you no more
I feel nothing
because a part of me all ready knew
no matter how many times
I told myself that it wasn't true that it can't be true
that you do care
you wouldn't jeopardize what we have
what we could be
standing here
staring at you
staring at her
feeling completely numb
