Trapped by these four walls
This window I see
Does nothing but taunt me
Wondering what it is like on the other side
Of these four walls where I am trapped
Keep having hallucinations of the outside world
Constantly fighting with the demons from my past
That I'm trying to let go of
Going crazy in my present
Because I don't know if I am going to see my future
Everyone telling me keep praying and hold on to the faith
And I tell them shut up because I've done all that and I still feel trapped