The pain around me

Here I am
Always looking in the mirror
Seeing all the pain around me
I am always thinking how I can stop
this hell of a pain

At night I fall asleep
And I don't wanna wake up
Wake up and see all the pain again

Nothing i do is right anymore i try and try
to make you happy
but it doesn't work

Here I changed my hole life for you
And then you betray me,
How could you do that shit to me?

I was always there when you need me
Why, why, why
Did you do it?

I just wish one time I could tell you how I feel
Then maybe this would have never happened

I once believed, that hearts were meant to bleed
but now I know that I was so wrong

Hearts should not get hurt
They are a pretty thing
If you hurt a heart
You are hurting that persons whole world

But its all said and done
There is nothing I can really do now
But just dream that it isn't really like this

I know things will change again
they always do