Stained soul

The stars are very bright tonight
As I sit and watch them with the boy who is right
Perfect silence fills the air
As his soft fingertips glide threw my hair

There is nothing amiss
Only enough time left for one true kiss
I went to bed
As soon as I got home

Not a word was said
Until awaken by the phone
Telling me that my love
Did not make it home

He got in a car crash
He did not see it coming
And was hit with a bash

Now he is dead
And I can't bear this pain
So I weep upon my bed
My sould is now stained

I take my fathers gun
An explosion of red
For I lodge a bullet
Into my head