You are my poetry

I always end up erasing and not
Sending the text messages that tell
You how I feel because
I can never get them right.
It leaves me frustrated and exasperated
At myself for not being able to find the right words to say especially
Because my English freak self is so good
At putting how I feel into words.
But I can't do it with you.
You leave me breathless and you give me
A reason to breathe all at the same time.
You're exciting and calming
all at once and while you make my heart
Race I feel relaxed around you as well.
I feel more like me, but I also feel like a
Whole new person.
You aren't just the bright light of my days
Or the beautiful purple in my sunsets,
You my love,
Are the flow, rhythm, and harmony
Of my poetry.