You weren't around, not to witness of the after-mess...
Em pure thoughts enraged whats left...
Of what we were, quiet nights I slept....
No longer singing to her that song; soft yet...
Newly composed, brilliant feelings so quietly kept...
Dynamic fires replace past lights no longer set...
Though seems, at times, I'm living life without me...
Indecisive dreams, unknown versatility,
unjustly define the un-denounced passions I breathe...
Out of place, a black hole, a path thought lost encircle endlessly...
You disengage these shy full fears circumferencing me...
Though, implosion from this secrecy will soon become indefinitely...
Better days to come, life can not be continuous fun...
Always drinking it away, always hoping the numb to stay...
Slowly finding through wisdom,we won't always understand Gods way...
For the first time in my life, Gods sent a portrait; the message clear as day...
You are that matching soul he sent to brighten up my way...
Inspiration, confidence...falling for you more ever day.
