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by Allie Jul 29, 2017 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
If tomorrow never comes. Just know I gave it my all. This life is way to hard. I didn't deserve any of this. I wish there was a different way but everyone gives up on me. My wrists are hurting and blood is everywhere. I think this it. This is the end I've been waiting for. My mind is a mess and all I can see are these monsters. They keep chasing me and chasing me until I'm completely numb. I'm sorry for this and what it has come to. I'm sorry I've let you down more than I wanted to. I'm sorry I mess up every day and I can't shake some of the memories that were made. I'm sorry this is the end and you'll never fully understand why. I've dried my eyes for the last time and my heart beat is fading. If tomorrow never comes just know it wasn't your fault. I'll kiss your forehead one last time and whisper this last sweet goodbye.