Hi, Karla, great to be reading a new post from you. You have a beautiful way with words...I love the feel as I read this...I feel very well how the writer feels unworthy.

"somebody told me to die while i'm alive.
i replied:" how many times do i have to die?"
there was no answer but i died in february and july"

Oh wow. I wish I wrote that. Also adore the second stanza.