The Void

Lost in my mind,
Like a vast ocean,
The pain may have sunk,
Beneath the waves,
But now there is nothing,
It's quiet and lonely,
Atleast with my demons,
I had company,
Now I see all the way,
From the keel of my mind,
To the horizon,
And I long for a beast,
To rear its ugly head,
Am I mad to hope for such,
An evil incarnation,
To think I fought so hard,
To banish them to the depths,
And now I fear that nothing,
Will ever fill the void they left.