Heavy

That heavy feeling...
As if your chest becomes a vacuum,
Sucking in all of those scars....
Absorbing all of the loneliness and sadness,
That impossibly seems,
To never let up.

It almost becomes one with you.

Settling against those small crevices,
Of all your abandoned hopes.
Etching itself upon,
All your long forgotten dreams.

Scarring everything that you now are;
Everything that you once were.

I am becoming something,
Of which I am not.

But,
I can't help shake the feeling that maybe,
This is where I'm supposed to be...