It is hard

In the back of my mind
It's hard to find
A way to put these words
Into a rhyme

And my poetry
Is a little unorthodox
For it is rigid
Just like a rock

and my mind cant focus
on much more than death
because i find it a way out
above all the rest

but i've found true friends
and they've helped me out
and now i dont have to worry
about a final shout

it warms my heart
to have loved ones around me
and to see them happy
is exactly what i want see

BTW EVERYONE I WAS BAPTIZED YESTERDAY AND I PLAN ON COMMITTING TO IT WHOLE HEARTEDLY