This is extremely extremely difficult to read as it reminded me of a time I thought I'd lost my fight but believe me I came out stronger than ever so if I can then anyone can.

Take care
Em x

Yes, Em's right. It's all about seeing it through, Allie, and next time it comes to call, your armour will be thicker and your blade will be sharper...metaphorically speaking, that is. Whatever comes at you in life, face on your feet.
Take care and all the best,

Ben

Allie, a sad write, raw, full of emotions. Stay strong, gather your inner strength and in time you will be able to face these things. I'm sending prayers and strength your way. Hugs-