My heart was crumpled and I think of my mama few miles away from where I am. I really appreciate that you shared this with us. You sharing this can really help us realize some things. Depression is an enemy.

I thought this was very well-written prose,

A few corrections:

"calme down" = calm down
*"out patient stent" = out-patient stint

I really felt in your shoes, the empath in me hurts knowing where I was when I was 16 and how much I struggled whilst going through much more trivial things than what you endured. You are an extremely strong person to have survived that, and brave to be able to tell the story and try to change other lives for the better.

I was hesitant to read this at first, as I have a bit of difficulty with commitment and this seemed like quite a weighty one indeed. I'm glad I did, however, and I hope writing this and knowing myself and others appreciate it brings some closure to you.

Much love,
IdTakeABulletForYou

I'm saddened to read about what happened to your mother. You penned your thoughts and the events very well. I admire your courage for being able to write about it.