It was easier to hate him

It was easier to hate you
then you threw me a surprise
you apologized so sweetly
Admitting all your lies

you didn't ask for me back
or even for the night
you just asked for forgiveness
you did it just for spite

you said your new girlfriend
used you liked u did me
that you knew how it felt now
you experienced you see

that night we spent together
you would never take back
but we both felt weird the next morning
by the feeling we seemed to lack

we thought by having each other
would cure us of our pain
but i was wrong and i got hurt
even you never did gain

we tried to with other people
and avoided each other at all cost
but it would never be the same
something in us was always lost

but you came to me last night
apologizing for the words you said
you had suffered too
our love lives were both dead

so it was easier to hate you
but i will tell you this
I'd never take it back
i cherished each and every kiss