I’m begging

Stop torturing me.
Stop pretending like you cared about me because deep down ;
you know that everything you ever did was only for you.
Stop pretending like I’m the one who is the bad guy,
We both knew better and you knew that I deserved better.
Stop pretending like you tried to let me in because you knew everything about me,
But what did I know about you?
Just stop.
You’re gone;
And yet you continue to still f**king hurt me with the words you
Hide behind,
The mask you use to veil your cruel
And vicious and heartbreaking
Intentions.
Leave me alone,
I’m begging.