Save me.
Through out this life that I have lived. No hand outs no begging for no nonsense.
I came up from nothing time and time again.
Failure has happened but never could I quit.
Depression hit I was stuck in my head.
So many emotions I locked in.
No tears flowed no smile shown. Only my anger exposed.
I was mad always and it showed.
Hiding it was truly a no go.
I was mad at myself for the past life I lived.
Mad cause I choose to do bad instead of fixing the problems in it.
To this day I can say I’m a changed man.
Took a gun to the head but luckily there was no firing pin.
I got my daughter and wife expecting me to live.
I ask for someone to save me but truly they done did.
There’s so many different failures that await us all. Everyday you can’t expect to win. There will be let downs, failed attempts, and sins we will commit. No one is perfect. We each have our own demons to conquer. I can say I’m doing much better but let’s be honest the depression I’ll always carry within. That’s life make what you want happen happily the best you can...