I’m still haunted by the memories
I’m drowning from all the pain
I’m trying to pick myself up piece by piece but I fear I may be to late for this reality has taken a toll on me
I’ve been kept captive by all the mistakes I’ve made by letting this happen to me thinking that one day
My love for you might be enough
did you know how many nights I cried myself to sleep just waiting for the pain to stop?
did u kno how much I was breaking when you fell asleep?
did you know how much I was hurting while you slept sound asleep next to me ?did it ever matter that I’d give my life for you just for a small sign that you really loved me and didn’t want to cause me any harm?
Im constantly reminded of the hole that’s left inside me when I look at our children’s faces and see your smile in there dimples
of all the memories of a life that I suppose was never really meant to be
just a fantasy like the stories your told to as a child when the actuality of the situation I’m left with is a lifetime of heartbreak
