I always thought that I was worthless and good for nothing
but my parents told me that I was destined to greatness.
I chose to believe them to ease my pain even if a little,
but in the end I was right, I failed myself time after time,
tried to make peace with that fact but couldn't as it hurts the most
when you are right.
I always thought that I had nothing to live for,
but my teachers told me that I can make my own goals.
I tried and tried but always ended up wondering why.
Never reaching any set goal out of fear of what comes next .
Wanting to keep living that same safe moment forever,
but I couldn't as it hurts the most when you are right.
I always thought that I should just give up and die,
but my friends told me that I could be the reason for others to live,
yet at the end of the day I always end up forgotten and alone.
Maybe I don't deserve this world or is it the one that does not deserve me.
Die I shall as it only hurts once when you are dead.
