Dagmar, I'm sorry your desire to paint isn't there..perhaps it's just a down cycle? I know when I need to create it's an overwhelming feeling. I'm glad you are writing though, because then I get to read lovely writes like this. Hugs-

Painting isn't the only way you express yourself though Dagmar, although it's certainly sad to lose the desire for something that once brought you such joy. :-) x
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Again, how cozy your words are! It is not expired. I still I see it in you, IT just transformed.

This really touches my soul. just how I feel most days of my life now. Thanks for writing this touching poem.