They say you don’t make mistakes,
But why send me here?”

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This is excellent. There really are those of us who spend their lives with that dreadful feeling that - not only do they not belong - but that they never will either.

All the best,

Ben

Courtney, a very heartfelt write from you. It's hard living a life like you don't feel you belong. I believe we are all here for a reason. Maybe He hasn't presented you with it yet? Stay strong and always remember, you are never alone.