My Decision

by xX Toxic Cure Xx   Jul 10, 2004


I've got a problem, yes I know.
Most of the time it doesn't show.
I've got a strange disease with no name.
I don't know the reason why, am I to blame?
I told you I did this, how I dealt with my pain.
You just shook your head and told me I was insane.
I told you not to tell but did you listen to me?
Nope, you went and spoke, paid no attention to my plea.
Now I've got a choice to make.
The results of it I can not fake.
If I pick up the razor, I'm shipped away.
But if I don't these tears are here to stay.
This decision of yours might cause the end,
of our beautiful friendship my very best friend.
For as long as I stay silent I die some more.
Until living everyday is just a chore.
No matter what I do my heart will break.
So which path shall I take?

*Peoples if you have any idea which path I should take, please tell me. I would really appreciate it....*

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  • 20 years ago

    by Megha

    hey monica,never ever give up...coz life goes on...i understand how u feel,but u need to be strong...check out my poem-'i will come through'...maybe itll help u choose a path...take care...

  • 20 years ago

    by nikki

    i can't help you with the path thing, i cut every day and everyone knows about it, i still don't even have a path cos no matter what i do it all ends up with me in pain crying til i can't cry no more, but i would just like to tell you your poem is absolutely terrific, really its awesome so keep up the writing, i've found it helps a lot so maybe itll help you too, great work, i gave you a five!

  • 20 years ago

    by *Elizabeth*

    Hey..i thought this was a very good poem! totally awesome!! i can relate to it fully...im still deciding which path i should take....its not an easy thing but you will get through it...just stick with it and keep writing your awesome poetry!!
    love elizabeth.

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