I cried, I lied

I never told anyone
That I cried
That sad, horrible day
When you went away
I lied
I said that I'm okay
But for real, my heart was hurting,
The love was just still burning,
I cried...
1rst time, since I was a baby,
1rst time, since I became a lady
Because I love you so
With the sweetest feeling
And I am kneeling,
To pray, to be okay,
It's so hard to let you go,
Because I love you so...
I never told anyone,
That I had hot tears
Running down my cheeks
And through longs years
Through days and weeks
I will always love you
And it's hard to let you go,
Becuase I love you so...
I cried, I lied,
I smile to people,
But I hurt inside.