You pushed me to the edge, my dear,
And now we've ended so soon,
You played my heart, destroyed my soul,
A constant fluctuation between wounds.
When you break a heart over several months, don't expect it to heal,
Despite all of the damages, it can never remain concealed,
You made your bed, now lay in it, you lost me in the end,
Hell, you should be grateful I kept you as a friend.
We ended sudden, and it was so,
I had to be strong, just so you know,
It wasn't easy, but I never shed a tear,
I sealed my heart from love, and fear.
Fear of losing..
Fear of giving in..
Fear of being weak to you (I am always weak /for/ you)
Fear of my life without you in it...
Fear of my life /with/ you in it.
It had to be cold, I don't wish to melt the ice,
I did it painless for me, even if not nice,
For I am strong, I am cement,
You don't hurt me, you can't leave a dent.
You left me feeling horrid, something close to worthless,
You left me ashamed, drained and hopeless,
It wasn't easy, you've been the worst and best,
It was certainly horrible pulling your knives from my chest.
I am not sorry, oh but I'm sorry, I really am,
I wish I couldn't, but then I can,
We could have been special, the universe in palm,
But you can't be my universe, when all you do is harm.
Play the blame game, pushing fingers at me,
Screaming the house down when I need to be free,
My only apology was for not being perfect,
And I'm sorry, I pity you, for "having" to hurt me.
