How many regrets must I face again
Just to face the tragedy of losing my friend
No words no time no amount of crying
Would be enough to say I’m lying
To myself and the mirror as I walk down the hall
Thanks to you, I begin to crumble and fall
As I realize the darkness within my soul
Of the fear that we will never again be one
I long for your touch just one more time
I reach for you but cannot find
And remember back in time
That moment when I knew I would only grieve
Loss forever is never enough to believe
As I lost and ran away and will never find my way
Back to the man who could save me today
I wish I could talk about the pain inside
The thoughts that runt through my blood and mind
I know others must feel this way inside
I must believe to keep my mind
Free from thinking I’m insane
That I could love to the point of inner pain
Baby my soul is empty why couldn’t you see
How much you truly mean to me……….
